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just a random personality survey of sorts from some time ago...
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I just got this notion that every single moment and decision is actually charting one's direction in life, always changing with each action, just like how demand and supply curves perpetually shift. Lots have happened in 4 months; and within this span, I think i've done enough to generate those tons of secrets of a lifetime and lessons on myself. I'll take some of those secrets to my grave, definitely; the only consolation: that they ever happened in this lifetime of mine.
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As I stand back and look at the people around me changing, those personalities i once shattered ice with or those extreme conservatives becoming so forward looking; it causes me to sometimes shrink into this penumbra of intense and frantic thought, to try to grasp a really macro picture of some social evolution of sorts. Change is a double edged sword, but within my sphere of increasing efficacy and some subconcious positive morphing (I hope), I know i wont concede any defeat yet.
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Change, that's one tackled, via acceptance.
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I am getting to appreciating the tranquility of night, stark contrast from the chaotic dissonances of daylight that ever so stoically insist on penetrating my chamber of thought, turn the vault of information on my notes into garble, make a fool out of concentration, run me down the rut of guilt.
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Passed the interview for humanities scholarship almost a week back, last rung to reach that summit to satisfy that tinge of expectation. Good Lord don't leave me hanging.
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.:kindling a fiery thought at 4:35 PM:.
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