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T2week2, the world's just rushing by. there's confirmation in about 10 days time, of which i wrote of 16 yrs in a perpetual blur of the boundary divinely dividing reality and imagniation. a decade of religious education ending; just a passe in time to come..
Lots of things running on; has always been that effective and effectual in plunging me into those efforts to organise and ideally plan what to complete, and in doing so, wasting available time only to realise that..but again, i cannot bring myself to stop thinking and just let nature come its way.
Big pressing issue still taking its come-uppence in my mind: what to choose for A level subjects. 4 H2? But that's still inconsequential. what's pressing, is the dictate of what the future entails for each path..each acadamic path..you take. Now theres humanities programme and science stream and of course arts (which definetely is out). Just that science opens more options for you in university. i don't really deteste science, but humanities is more of my cup of tea. i want to be a lawyer in general, have been set on it years back. perhaps its the appeal of equivocation, or the flair for language (english of course, nvr chinese)? really isnt clear right now, but i know sciences...really isnt my cup of tea. but whatever, it'll be decided upon in time to come.
..and i was just contemplating, what success actually brings you. anyway no one really holds the key to what constitutes success isnt it. why do we work so hard, if we so outrightly believe that monetery goals are too tangible. ever wondered who could be such a genius to be able to link and create the intrinsics that surroud and constitute us..? well..if success for a schooling kid means acing exams, getting into supposedly top class/s, well dude, iam successful.
life's quite meaningless dont u agree...::
.:kindling a fiery thought at 9:32 PM:.
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