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I am finally now able to conclude, with that same amount of certainty that you have when getting two after adding two ones, that acting in accordance with temporal judgement in a constraining environment will lead you no furthur than the point you started out with. It's a cap on progress, that I reckon, upholds the theory of checks that will keep status quo universally. And the salient factor in play would be the eccentrites (eccentric people), who would have the aptitude to defy what mother nature or the gene pool has in store for them.
I don't think what I wrote above was what I was trying to say, just couldn't find a word or phrase to fit, and the easiest way out is to coin the words yourself (that was the closest). So English's 300,000 words are still incapable of free expression. But really, this is the FIRST time I cannot find phrases to visualise/vocalise ideas..but nevermind, it's just for my own realisation of that stark reality that present itself to us as so surreal...
'Initiative' is one big word, easy to comprehend but difficult to implement, or so at least I think for many. It's what I belive, the fuel for the spark, which can really bring people together, or change your perception of the world, or even alter the angle at which you perceive reality, the environment, or te people around you. I guess that where the words "optimism" and "pessimism" arose from. And also, it's the reason why it's part of my new year resolutions...
Anyway, I have decided to run for junior council elections next year. For the sake of doing so. And winning, again, is completely another paradigm that reads give or take; this, I mean it.
It's quite saddening, that another year passes us by. For us teenagers, great, one year older; for the generation of "dialect staple", it's one more step nearer to sickness and the unthinkables. But resistance to change will always be futile. Looking at the sec 2s this year who will be taking the classroom I used to be part of next year, brings about this sense of equal competency, if it hadn't slipped my mind that I too, would be taking the classrooms of those who graduated. It's never level playing ground...
Oh, I had a very merry christmas anyway, and thanks to those who sent cards or well wishes, hope you all too had a great time..
Yes, and start looking forward to 4 more terms.
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